so, since i’ve been forced to lay in bed for four days due to my health, i’ve been doing alot of thinking. this is the first time in my life that i’ve been single in five years. and i have no idea what to think or do. its weird.
i mean, i’m so used to having that companion. its been really hard to adjust. when something happens in my life, i want to jump to my phone and text my significant other, but i dont have one.
i wanted to go on and on and on about my sickness and have a guy come take care of me. or be preoccupied with romance so i wouldnt dwell on being sick.
i’m too much of a romantic to be alone.
and i dont even know how to date…how do you meet people? how do you let somebody know you’re interested? i seriously suck at this. i feel like i’ve forgotten how to do it.
can i get back on the bandwagon?
btdubbs, even though i’m sick and not working out, i hope i’m losing more weight! ha!